Paranoia. Wondering if you’re going to get fired because a meeting was moved even though you’re pretty sure you knew it was going to get moved anyway due to conflicts.
Always a big fear. Even though I have never been fired, it’s disconcerting to even think like this. We’ll know Tuesday.
Lyric
And so as you hear these words telling you now of my state
I tell you to enjoy life I wish I could but it’s too late
-Black Sabbath, Paranoid